I Wana Scream I Love You From The Top Of My Lungs, But Im Afraid That Someone Else Will Hear Me...

So I had a dying urge to blog again today, once again she's the reason =]. Cant get her out of my head, she's everything i've ever wanted, needed and wished for. She is the greatest company i've ever had the pleasure or reveling in, she's the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I fall asleep, and all the space between? My dreams, of corse filled with her =]. For the first time, I told her I loved her, I drove to her house at god know what hour of the morning, to tell her I loved her, I had to, it was just burning inside, I needed her to know what she does to me, how she makes me feel, its untrue. Too soon? Rushed? Crazy? Pissed her mum off? Maybe, some say, possibly, definitely. But I don't care, she is my world right now, all I want. If this is love then I am really enjoying it right now, dont know why it gets so much bad press haha. Its the greatest feeling ever =D. This would be the first time ive ever fallen in love, im not one for love, or all that goes with it, but she is just so special, so different and so incredible, how could I not? Had to give it a go didnt I ;). As if she gave me any choice, shes perfect, I fell in love faster than I could even think of questioning it, but it was the best thing to ever happen, its so great, why not just dive in head first I say =]. Saying "I love you" for the first time in my life, felt so amazing, and the feeling I got when I whispered it in her ear was out of this world, really meaning it with all my heart was just incredible, I didnt know what to do with myself, when she shut the door to go back to bed, I just drove all night, sat at the sea front, just with the biggest smile on my face, bouncing around, singing as loud as I could, this is what she does to me and I cant get enough of it!

So this is love, well sign me up, she's my everything, I couldnt even wish for more, so I plan to do everything and anything to make her beyond happy and enjoy this love for as long as she'll have me =].

This must be love, true, real, love.

I love her...