I Love That Show, Yes, I, Love That Show....

So yesterday she told me loved me too, made my heart beat more times in a minute than its ever done, my face lit up, I smiled for hours, she is incredible, the feeling she gives me is, beyond incredible, she is just perfect, the best thing to ever happen to me...

Thankyou =] x

I Wana Scream I Love You From The Top Of My Lungs, But Im Afraid That Someone Else Will Hear Me...

So I had a dying urge to blog again today, once again she's the reason =]. Cant get her out of my head, she's everything i've ever wanted, needed and wished for. She is the greatest company i've ever had the pleasure or reveling in, she's the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I fall asleep, and all the space between? My dreams, of corse filled with her =]. For the first time, I told her I loved her, I drove to her house at god know what hour of the morning, to tell her I loved her, I had to, it was just burning inside, I needed her to know what she does to me, how she makes me feel, its untrue. Too soon? Rushed? Crazy? Pissed her mum off? Maybe, some say, possibly, definitely. But I don't care, she is my world right now, all I want. If this is love then I am really enjoying it right now, dont know why it gets so much bad press haha. Its the greatest feeling ever =D. This would be the first time ive ever fallen in love, im not one for love, or all that goes with it, but she is just so special, so different and so incredible, how could I not? Had to give it a go didnt I ;). As if she gave me any choice, shes perfect, I fell in love faster than I could even think of questioning it, but it was the best thing to ever happen, its so great, why not just dive in head first I say =]. Saying "I love you" for the first time in my life, felt so amazing, and the feeling I got when I whispered it in her ear was out of this world, really meaning it with all my heart was just incredible, I didnt know what to do with myself, when she shut the door to go back to bed, I just drove all night, sat at the sea front, just with the biggest smile on my face, bouncing around, singing as loud as I could, this is what she does to me and I cant get enough of it!

So this is love, well sign me up, she's my everything, I couldnt even wish for more, so I plan to do everything and anything to make her beyond happy and enjoy this love for as long as she'll have me =].

This must be love, true, real, love.

I love her...

You had to know that I was fond of you...

So this is my first real blog in ages, ive been so busy ive just been re blogging lyrics really haha lazy mans way. But this week i had to blog, its just been the most amazing week or so =D couldnt be happier, havnt been this happy in as long as i can remember, dont get me wrong, thats not cos im usually all depressed and silly, god no, im always happy, but this level of happy is unreal! =]. In the past week, ive passed my driving test! RESULT!, been promoted at work! SCHWEEET!, and found a girl, who is so unbelievably beautiful, perfect, fantastic, smart, funny, talented, and just brilliant in every way, and stump me fucked if she only likes me too =D best week ever much?! This is the most poorly written blog ive ever published, not intelligent, no riddled, not filled with rhetoric and philosophy, because im simply too excited and just bouncing round at my keyboard with a huge smile =].

The driving is a dream, anywhere i like, whenever i like, who i like =D just roadtrip after roadtrip, driving on my own is nice too, but ive managed to find some damn good companions to share it with, so thats great! =D. Its just such a good sense of achievement and freedom, the independence has really lifted my spirits and given me a new lease on life, its awesome, wouldnt swap it for anything!

As for this girl, well, she is everything, shes the most stunningly gorgeous girl i have ever ever ever ever layed eyes on, she doesnt realise it, but like in all honesty, she is the most beautiful girl in the world, shes the pinnacle beauty in this world, ive told girls they were beautiful before, and meant it, many are, but she is so much more, like the definition of beauty, i cant really explain it shes just so amazing =]. If that wasnt enough for me, shes smart and funny, great company, down to earth, genuine, great dresser, and shes just so fantastic, her eyes are the deepest, most beautiful color i know, her smile genuinely makes me quiver and is the best smile i have ever layed eyes on, her kisses are to kill for, and id give limbs for her cuddles =] shes perfect, im definitely falling in love for the first time, and its amazing, definitely enjoying this ride =D

Peace out,

Take it easy folks

JackTheLad! x

Trapped in another dimension..

Ill just nod, Ive never been so good at shaking hands.
I live on the frozen surface of a fireball.
Where cities come together,
To hate each other in the name of sport.
A married girl, nothings sac-religious in the pen.
I looked up to you but you thought I would look the other way.

And you hear, what you wanna hear.
And they take what they wanna take.
Dont be sad, wont ever happen like this anymore.
So whens it coming? This life's a great movement that I can join.
Your warning here.
Your faith has got to be greater than your fear.

Forgive them even if they are not sorry.
All the vultures, bootleggers at the door waiting.
With our luck here, for your own point but not anothers.
While it leaves you trapped in another dimension.

Drop your guard, you dont have to be smart all of the time.
Ive got a mind for the banks.
I need to go somewhere new fast.
And dont be shy, oh no, at least deliberately.
No one really cares or wonders why anymore.
Why I got music come outta my hands and feet and kisses, whoo.
Blood is how we watched whats done.
All the dreamers of the mind.

Forgive them even if they are not sorry.
All the vultures, bootleggers at the door waiting.
Were so quick to point our own flaws in others.
Look what they did mammals grown up with the robots.
If theres a rain in this world that I'm not excited to.
But they learned what they got so I know what to do.

I Felt Like I Could Just Fly...

Time to put the earphones on…
No!

Lalalala
Lalalala

Born to multiply,
Born to gaze into night skies,
When all you want’s one more Saturday.
Well look here, until then
They're gonna buy your life’s time
So keep your wick in the air and your feet in the fetters
‘Till the day
We come in doing cartwheels
We all crawl out by ourselves
And your shape on the dance floor
Will have me thinking such filth and gouge my eyes.

You be damned to be one of us, girl,
Faced with the dodo’s conundrum
I felt like I could just fly
But nothing happened every time I tried.

A dual tone on the wall
The selfless fool who hoped he’d save us all
never dreamt of such sterile hands.
You keep them folded in your lap,
Or raise them up to beg for scraps,
You know he's holding you down
With the tips of his fingers just the same.
Will you be pulled from the ocean,
But just a minute too late,
Or changed by a potion,
And find a handsome young mate
For you to love.

You'll be damned to pining through the windowpanes,
You know you'd trade your life for any ordinary Joe’s,
Well do it now or grow old.
Your nightmares only need a year or two to unfold.

Been alone since you were twenty-one,
You haven't laughed since January.
You try and make like this is so much fun,
But we know it to be quite contrary.

La la la la la la

Dare to be one of us, girl,
Facing the android's conundrum,
I felt like I should just cry,
But nothing happens every time I take one on the chin,
You himmler and your coat,
You don't know how long I've been,
Watching the lantern dim,
Starved of oxygen,
So give me your hand,
And let's jump out the window.