"What Time Is It? ... "

Time seems to be the biggest component in my current state of being. Time waiting to hear very important things that are going to have big effects on me. Time waiting for her to stop dragging me down and just move on from it. Time waiting for the right person to come along and make me so happy. Time waiting, wondering why? Time waiting around for what could be nothing. Time planning my next step. Time planning the now and the then. Time planning the right here today. Time well spent, is time invested I believe. If it was worth devoting your time and effort to, then it is a worth while cause even if only to you, it is still worth while.

Time is precious, or so I'm told. I put a lot of time into many different things in my life, some of which pay off, some of which don't, some of which I find myself pouring constant effort and time into and sitting waiting for some kind of benefit and getting nothing, not a no, not a yes, just a pure nothing, which leaves me ever wondering.

On Sunday I will be making the biggest step yet, moving to Liverpool to begin the filming of the new BBC drama I have landed a role in. Although I am overwhelmed with excitement =D, I also feel like I'm leaving so much unknown, undecided, unanswered things that I really don't feel I can leave without knowing. This weekend is my last chance to get those answers but I feel like if I make the moves to get the answers I need it will make the situations much worse and right before I'm leaving for a very long time and that's not how I wont to leave things. Time is of the essence people. Time waits for no man. Time is the one gift no one can give or receive. Time is oh so precious. Time.

Time for bed I think

Time people, think about it ;)

Ears Pinned, Eyes Peeled

Peace Out!

JackTheLad!